it's been five months... I've been patient, quiet, supportive, honest, faithful, caring and genuine. I don't know what else I can do? will you ever want to really be with me? are you just biding your time? am I not good enough? how long should I wait...
the waiting is the hardest part.
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- Current Mood: confused
You disgust me.
they say ignorance is bliss
and what keeps our country strong
but that doesn't make it right
if it's always been wrong
standing on the brink of war
we haven't felt better since
because trying to settle the score
isn't helping our defense
it's a bad time to die
but we'll see about tomorrow
and all the beauty of the world
still can't console our sorrow
Congress filled a prescription for war
and subscribed us all to hate
so because of Big Brother's secrets,
it may already be too late
but life goes on as always
in constant reconstruction
and we couldn't pause for a moment
to witness our own destruction
so we'll catch it on the big screen
after it's been revised
cause the government is media
and marketing favors lies
if love is hate and war is peace
then ignorance is strength
we're all buying into sell-outs
and idling at length
until a f-bomb or an h-bomb
is dropped on someone's laws
and they tell us what we need to know
to rally for the cause
they've always hated us
and we've always felt the same
and we were just as well
Until they said we needed change
so we'll fight another battle
for oil or for land
while the thought police convince us
that the pawns should take a stand
we fly and fight for freedom
and come home to our graves
because they labled us "expendable"
and drafted us as slaves
now all the free we'll ever be
is little more than caged
as long as we've got someone there
to help control the rage
with shots and pills and guns and quills
for writing all the rules
and rights only they can take away
except the right to loseour faith and hope and love
for all the sins we got to choose
You act like you don't even know me, and I certainly don't know you anymore. The man I knew and loved was sweet, kind, gentle, protective, loving and honest. He held me during "Broken" at the Seether concert, danced with me at the Ludacris concert, held my hand everywhere we went, and played my favorite band in his car. And he loved me.
But who are you now? You're a liar. And a cheater. And a backstabber. And a heartbreaker. What happened to the man I loved? Where did he go? Will he ever come back? Why does this always happen to me?
- Current Mood: depressed
I don't understand, really. How could you "love" someone so much and hurt them like that? You "love" her, but you used me to hurt her. You "love" me but you played me like a card. How could you?
It's been less than two weeks since you promised not to break my heart, and now you're gone. At least you took my advice (for once) and left town so I never have to see you again. I hate you.
I don't get how people can be so low. I hate people. People suck.
- Current Mood:miserable
Today, it's currently 2 pm, and I stil haven't heard from you. There is NO WAY you're sleeping this late with a two year old at home. I would understand if you wanted to spend time with him and not talk to me, but I would also like a little courtesy, involving you at least telling me this. I'm getting really frustrated and fed up with this; you're already walking on thin ice after last night. I can't believe you're pushing my buttons like this, honestly.
You're making me feel clingy, which I'm not. I don't like being in the dark, and up until now, it's rather unusual for you not to talk to me or at least tell me you're not going to talk to me. I don't like this, not one bit. You should know. This is not private for a REASON.
- Current Mood: pessimistic
For those of you who are unaware, let me run through (briefly) why I am currently heated. The state of Texas has been debating for months on the topic of rewriting the History curriculum for public schools. Their plan will, in essence, water down the issues of the Civil War as it relates to slavery and social issues, and focus the topic more on "states rights" because, of course, that's why the war was fought. (sarcasm) It will also do the same to topics such as slavery, in general, civil rights, etc. (If you would like to learn more about this, it's being discussed on most major news networks on television and online.)
There are also other changes being made or that have been made to core subjects in the curriculum in Texas, but I'm choosing to focus on this one for the simple fact that it's history. You can't rewrite history; it is what it was. The end. You can't spin it another way, or try to change the intentions of people who lived centuries before us. We cannot allow them to teach lies and streched stories to the next generation of students.
Now, some of you may ask, why am I angry? After all, I don't even live in Texas. Well it's simple. Texas being one of the largest states, it influences the curriculum of other states in the counrty as well, such as smaller states who cannot afford to write their own curriculum. Texas is one of the biggest buyers of textbooks in the nation, which influences which books get printed in factories for other states to purchase. This could spread this nonsense easily. I say it has to be stopped in its tracks now to avoid hindering the education of future generations throughout the counrty.
- Current Mood: pissed off