I don't really know where to begin. I can't believe you're gone... I don't know what I thought was going to happen after it was all over with, but I didn't want it to end this way. You had to much to give, even if it wasn't meant for me. I have loved and hated you, but I didn't even really know you, did I? I loved the man that loved me, treated me with respect and showered me with love. I loved all the empty promises you told me and every single moment we had together. And then I hated you for what you did to me, the way you betrayed me and left me to wallow in the pieces of my pride. And then I realized, I had no idea who you were. The way you were with me, and then the way you were with her... You two people couldn't have been the same person. I wish I could have talked to you just one more time... I wish we could have made things right... Or at least that you could have told me what all this really meant, instead of leaving me confused and torn with too many unanswered questions.
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