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We only do it for the scars and stories.

     It's true, once you fall in love wih someone, you never fall out. That's what concerns me the most. I understand that you have loved me for so long (I hope), but you have loved her for longer. Will that ever truly fade? I just don't want to get hurt. I only have these feelings (doubts?) when I'm alone, though. When I'm with you, I would believe anything. I just feel, whole, with you. I don't know how to explain it, but it almost feels like I'm missing something when you're not here. It concerns me. What if she comes back and you take that part of me away forever? What will I do then? I do, however, want you to be happy. Whatever that means. But, in the process, I would very much like not to have my heart broken yet again. I just want this to work, for it to be right. It's a selfish selflessness. An oxymoron, a paradox, per usual when it comes to me. I almost wish things were simple. But then not, because that would make it mean less, it would take something away. I don't know what I'm saying anymore. It's just time for bed.

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halens_lover
May. 19th, 2010 10:29 am (UTC)
you have no idea how much i love you
baby you are my everything and i swear i will not break your heart!!! i am yours forever and for always!!! i love you with every fiber of my being and that has never changed!!!
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